I'm not allowed to see my boyfriend. I want to see him. I want to kiss him. I want to be in his arms and not have to feel so insecure about myself. He loves me. He loves me no matter what i'm wearing or what i'm doing. My parents just don't see it. He is the sweetest boy I've ever met. He cares about me like no one else does.
Sometimes I just want to run away. We could run away together. That'd be fun. Just run away and never look back. As soon as I turn 18 i'm moving out. I'm going to move in with him and if I have to i'll marry him. I need him in my life.
The bad thing is he will never know how I feel about him. No one will. It's not like no one actually reads this blog. If anyone does I'd really like to know. I'd like to know that someone cares enough to read and feel bad for my horrible life.
KC, I didn't know that you were struggling like this...I'm sorry:(
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